May 2012
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douleur
as i have recently realised, and as i am now freshly realising again, there are ghosts inside me that have not died. there are vines that have crept around my heart that are slowly suffocating me from the inside. and how do i deal with this? how do i cut them loose? no one can teach me how, can they? i am alone and i have to learn on my own.
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i really hate that i’m slowly being dragged back to this place. sinking in quicksand, dirt on my face and sand in my hair and blood on my skin. this place where i used to drown in the faults of my own. this place where the question lingered. where i am wrong. right now i cannot say with any certainty what it is that i want, but i know that surely this is one thing that i do not want, not...
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peaches
and this time around is it love that you crown and this time around you’ll be more than who you are
wow i’m really feeling incredibly lazy to go to the gym/for a run today. i think i’ll just work on arms and stomach at home.
what am i talking about SIGH i will go in ten minutes time
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kayla
you are the beauty of, of a place long gone/ when you touch my hand, and forget who we are
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you and i, we were born to die
i’m realising that perhaps i’m not capable of loving.
not now, not for awhile.
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what a mess. i really can’t trust myself right now.
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sian
my weight is a joke omg.
sad face to the power of infinity :((( i will work harder this week.
also, why are all my appliances hanging on me?? my phone, my mac, MY KEYBOARD :( i think the kronos is on the brink of death, it can barely start up now and when it does, it’s basically unresponsive. sigh. shall sort this sad life of mine out tomorrow.
“Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to...”
– Sigmund Freud
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“I keep thinking about this river somewhere, with the water moving really fast. And these two people in the water, trying to hold onto each other, holding on as hard as they can, but in the end it’s just too much. The current’s too strong. They’ve got to let go, drift apart. That’s how I think it is with us. It’s a shame, Kath, because we’ve loved each other all our lives. But in the...
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nothing that i’m doing/trying is working :( and i’m physically exhausted everyday. sigh. i suppose i just need to push myself more
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i’m pretty sure this is food poisoning and it is not fun at all. i’ve been writhing in pain pretty much my whole day. couldn’t go out for tea with jia :( bummer. hopefully i’ll be well enough to go down to o school later *fingers crossed*
“We must be our own before we can be another’s.”
– Ralph Waldo Emerson
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saac had a really interesting opinion to offer today regarding the question that has been on my mind. and i have to admit… during the week it had been popping up inadvertently in my head, and it did bother me a bit and weighed somewhat on my mind. but it’s wonderful the way i was able to share it openly with whom it concerned, and that we shared the same opinion on the matter. i know...
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come on chin up eyes bright don’t give up fight on gym more vent it persevere don’t give up i can do this i must do this STAY POSITIVE
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the sunday phenomenon
one thing i will never understand is why i am always so damn lazy on sundays. i practically do nothing except hit the gym. thankfully today will be somewhat different - i’ll be attempting to cook steak for mummy, hope that goes well and i don’t burn down the kitchen hahaha
“Everything will be okay in the end. If it’s not okay, it’s not the end.”
– John Lennon
